Message #30668

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Thanks for letting us in on your personal reflections. I think we all feel our responses are forced when they do not come naturally. It is a common feeling that I have felt with others and with my own ‘efforts’. Notice I draw attention to the word efforts. Because they are initially efforts. Love is partially, if not mostly, wanting to be loved. Sometimes natural and spontaneous responses are not forthcoming and we have to make some personal effort to heal wounds if it is possible and to have more natural outpourings in the future. Many of our initiatives may be rejected and we may find that we get rejected or we lack the natural ability to attract what we would like. Hmm not saying I have the answers just hoping to find solutions together and to let you know you are not the only one who has such feelings. Longing for that special place where dreams and experiences are true and we go to where we once were and once new.