Steve, I found it interesting that you felt the need to mention kindness as I questioned your recent political thread. I can't say I know what you're going through, but there is nothing wrong with a mind ruminating on service and kindness. You are right to say people can be so obsessed over politics that they fail to recognize the kind intentions of others. I see it as my Boss looks through her "friends" facebook page. She scoffs at his post that say things like, "Make America Great Again" or shows he is republican(she is a democrat) and she allows her emotions and belief system around politics to put a barrier between good intentions and her receptivity to them. I suppose we all do this in some manner.
Anyways. I found this message from the Beloved One equally interesting- as it mentions attempting kindness and service. I thought I would share it here since that is a topic you find yourself mulling over. I hope something relates.
Urantia, June 10, 2006.
Teacher: The Beloved.
Subject: “To Delight a Little More.”
Message received by Lytske.
The Beloved: “Open your heart, soul and mind to the warmth of the sunrays of the Creator. In the celestial sphere we all work together as one, as the will of the One is manifested in the many. We are all expressions of the one will.
I, as your Indweller, entice you each day to do the will of the One.
Learn each day to trust a little more, to love a little more, to hope a little more and to delight a little more.
This will increase your soul-peace, as each day you learn to reach out to others who might benefit from a smile, a word of encouragement or a friendly gesture. Build yourself a service-oriented character, a willingness to help others without thought or recompense.
The eternal Creator knows all and sees all, even the intent of the human heart before it registers as a thought-action in the mind.
To do the will of God is the road to self-fulfillment and happiness beyond your present imagination. It is the way of love with purity and sincerity of heart.
The only prerequisite is that your will is freely and joyfully given to God, not grudgingly or out of fear or punishment.
Doing the will of God, joyfully and thankfully banishes all fear and a sense of freedom ensues, which I would have you experience while yet in the flesh. For this is the aim and secret of a God-let life, to live in joy and the assurance of life everlasting.
This is My desire for you, that you get to know Me better and trust Me more, as I am your Companion along the way to fusion, where we will be forever one in eternity.”
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