Message #29765

[Jitendra Hydonus]

To a large extend we are as we are and the way way we are determines our destiny. We are unable to change everything that has been developing in us thru many thousands of incarnations at least not in one incarnation alone. But every step we take brings us closer to our destiny. At some point we may enjoy the ritual of the discipline so much that it suffices to be the discipline. However even then there will come a time when the desires reveal themselves in certain conditions that manifest because of karmic factors. We may notice that these conditions are often spared us despite our wanting them to play out. Thus regardless of the self control we have achieved we may still have to face mixed and ambivalent feelings in ourselves that struggle for supremacy in the battle of king soul with the King ego as you mentioned. Our decisionS are unique and our own. Perhaps that is why we feel attraction and repulsion towards those we find that enter our energy field.