Sorry for your sadness.
E-motions come from the heart centre.
They go left and right,
and upwards down and up.
I can sense your loneliness, and at the same time, 'seclusion is the price of greatness' ..if you may.
You know Kriya, I suppose (not exactly sure). If not, no matter at all..... where we invest we beget.
Prayer, e.g. like a monk. (A monk's duty is, to think of God all the time... .)
Let all my e-motions melt into one single zero-motion. From there it may evolve into everything.
Left, right, up and down, flat-rate of all-inclusiveness.
Jay Ho Jiten!
Thanks for the reply Henry-O 😉 Nice to have you with us! There is always a divine discontentment that you could call loneliness, but Divine Friends help fill The seeming void.