My Darshan

[guest88]

Well just to continue sharing the experience I wanted to add,
when it was time to be embraced by Amma it happened so quickly.
She pulled me in quite firmly and I rest against her side and she chanted in my ear.
I'm not sure if it was english but maybe a different language and all I remember is her saying,
"nononoNONONOnononoNONONONONONONOnonononONONONONONONOnoNONO"
At one point I almost giggled because of how fast and repetitious she became with saying NO but immediately my thoughts turned towards gratitude and I sent her a big thank you with as much light as I could back to her while we embraced. The lady told me Amma is often whispering things like, "my baby or, my daughter, my son."
I hung out for a little and continued to watch Amma bless people, it was so captivating.
Today my Sister invited me to Yoga. The instructor said, "you are not your thoughts. you have the power to choose."
Well, it made me think of Ammas chant. Whether this was the intended meaning or not, it doesn't matter... It made me think- should I catch myself residing in thoughts I do not wish, I will cast them out the way Amma chanted no in my mind... The intent alone, to pull myself out and the actual commanding of thought. Perhaps Amma knows I am trying to improve- knows my pity parties and my fears... And has given this as a way to help me... In any case, that was my embrace now I find a place in my heart full of Love when I think on her... Think on the people there who were all smiles and sincere... Such a beautiful moment.

Thank you again Steve for encouraging me all this time to go see her and creating the opportunity for such a unique experience.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Thanks for including your experiences with her Eric. She will also whisper what sounds like; my darling, my darling, my darling. This time when I was with her …. Her fragrance was so strong that it remained with me for sometime afterwards. I understand the feeling of having your breath taken away, much better after darshan. I literally breathed in and it was difficult to breathe out. I felt as though I breathed in love instead of air. And felt as though I was a bit dizzy with intoxication, walking around the auditorium in an alternated state. I sat down next to a woman I met who wa quivering, it appeared by shakti or kundalini. She told me Amma was cleaning her out.

[MuktiJI]

My Darshans w./ Amma went from 1998 ~ 2,001....The " special moments" we are told not to share, so not gonna.... but she did help me to release some " energy" I will call it.... an emotion....

That's all she wrote.... @ least for now.... HA !   SMILE & KEEP LAUGHING !   It helps along the  journey .... May PEACE prevail...