Howdy Steve!

There's a lot you don't know, about my experience, and my understanding- so your conclusions about my deleting the post are formed from a limited perspective.
Isn't that how life goes?
Brother,
I am ecstatic you would resurrect this thread because I have been ITCHING to tell you something I read the other day. Maybe this teeming sensation in my mind is the joint energy with your wondering what happened to my post and my wanting to share with you this 1111 insight.
I read that Shamans understand synchronicity as a sign from the Universe that you're on the right path. In other words, you're in alignment and where you need to be.

So I hope this helps.
As for deleting my lengthy post, it's for a few reasons. Not because I haven't learned from it. On the contrary, prayers have been made for this young man and after discussing with a friend I have decided not to be a victim. I was inclined, like my itching to tell you about the 1111 meaning, to delete my post. It was a step in the right direction.
Today I went back to the coffee shop and ran into an old acquaintance I graduated HS with. We shared some mutual friends, and I haven't seen this person in years. Today, my energy is uplifted and I am feeling much much better. I took my running into this person as a type of synchronicity- that I am making the right decisions and am exactly where I need to be.
Love to you divine friend!

I can't wait to take the time and go through this thread again.