kashiraja

[Jitendra Hydonus]

kashiraja

Thank you for being with us here at soulsearching. i hope you find that you want to share your insights and presence with us as we get to know you. May God bless you and your spiritual path...

Steve Hydonus

[Katze]

Greetings and welcome kashiraja ! 

We hope you enjoy your visits here and we look forward to hearing from you and sharing with you as we travel together on our journey.

peace & love,
Into Blue

[kashiraja]

Hi Steve and Into Blue,
You stemmed a Herculean work the last month and I wish you and us a bounty of soul searchers on this board.
You remember what happened to me at yoganandaji.org. I loved to post on that board but wanted to bring forth that which really agitaded me.
I put a lot of research and effort into my letter to Daya Mata (in copy to Anandomy Brahmananda, Mothercenter, Kriyananda). My intent was not to hurt anyone. So the ban from yoganandiji.org came rather unexpected although I knew that there were people on the board, that wouldn’t like that kind of letter. They banned me completely. I even couldn’t look into the board from my computer. Then I registered from another computer as Purujit, but when I tried to post s.th. last month I had to realize that I as Purujit was banned from posting, too.Since Yogandiji.org doesn’t want me to post on their board I will leave them at peace and wish them well

Nevertheless, after thinking it over for almost four month I still can’t see that I have done anything wrong. I rather think that the problem was with the narrow mindedness of those who rose in opposition against me.
What I wrote was maybe inconvenient to SRF, but I was looking forward to discussing the points.

Now, I started to post on some German boards. But I still havn’t found one where people take part on a level that I am looking for. I want to put my efforts in propagating spiritual live (especially the understanding of the importance of Yoganandas live and teaching) in Germany.
However, as I find time and incentives I’ll post on SSF too.

As expected I didn’t receive a response to my letter from Daya Mata or Mother Center. But should I want to publish that letter here on this board some time some place, what would you say about that?

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Jai Guru Kashiraja. Yes i do remember some of the fall out but i never read the letter and i do not know what it is about. So it surprised me to have people keep talking about someone when the person they were talking about could no longer defend themselves.  i responded to that but the thread was frozen.

As far as posting a letter here: How can i answer since i do not know the contents of the letter? i know that Daya Mata is getting very old in age so it does not surprise me that she has not answered a lot of letters. i would suggest writing it to SRF and not to SRF's president. i doubt that many letters written to President Obama are answered either. i will give you an answer though: i would say that if you think posting it here would some how help you and others on their spiritual journey i see no reason to question your intentions. Hope you have a good time here and post about many things.

In Divine Friendship

Steve Hydonus

[kashiraja]

Jai Guru Steve

You can read the letter here.

http://kriyayogaboard.yuku.com/topic/11/t/Open-Letter-to-Daya-Mata.html

I wrote the letter in order to make a point but although because I expected that SRF would not be able to answer this letter.

I always felt myself bound by the pledge I gave with receiving the Kriya-Lessons. Last years I felt, that this pledge limited me to a degree, that wasn’t good for my development. Having come to know what spirit prevails in SRF and their inaptitude to answer this letter to them, I feel free to go ahead in a way that is only determined by my abilities and my communion with my higher self.

[Jitendra Hydonus]

As you have said the Guru once said; 'Fools argue. Wise men discuss.' i think that in life we have to choose our battles kashiraja. i personally have to spend some time just supporting myself to live rather than getting into too many 'causes' which i have in the past and perhaps still will in the future.

i have read the letter and probably will read it again. Also i am familiar with the differences that SRF has with Ananda and visa versa. Personally if i was near Ananda i would visit it. But gratefully, i am now in southern California around the SRF temples that master built. i have had my differences with SRF but i am very grateful for SRF as well. Is that not part of duality? i suppose if you are married to someone you don't just leave them because of a few disagreements. Perhaps you have had a few too many.

i have had many blessings through SRF and though i have expressed some disagreements for the most part i feel very fortunate to be near SRF activities. So in a sense your letter has not made me feel alienated from SRF but rather closer to it.  Because it makes me look at my own feelings about the organization and assess them. As you no doubt know that the Catholic church (which you once belonged to) also has many disputes with it's parishners yet still the Catholic religion is the largest religion in the world. i am sure we are not going to resolve their differences. In the final analyses i do not know who is right or wrong and if there is a right or wrong. Furthermore i was not there to witness everything that happened. i do witness what has happened in my life because of SRF and it has been for the most part very good. No doubt many people feel the same way about the Ananda community. Both these people and all religions of God are welcome here. We are glad to have you here and see your spiritual contributions.

Jai Guru Steve Hydonus

[guest66]

Welcome, kashiraja!

I am pleased to see you here, as you appear to share my views on the SRF-Ananda "bickering". It is, in my view, entirely pointless. It's essentially the same thing that the two organisations are trying to disseminate, so why is there a difference?

Thank you for being here!

LTL