Message #36306

[guest88]

The nature of this reality is that I am more tricked than not. Though I can see God working through us and even respond to us with greater understanding of the laws of nature(which would appear as miracles) I am still afraid to die. I asked Gurunath point blank if Kriya is teaching us to die. He said yes. I don't want to lose my family or face life alone, and yet I know I am not alone and haven't lost my lineage. I think there are things called, "good" or favorable karmic circumstances. Favorable in the sense that we are breaking chains of old, and learning to live a life free of fear. I am not ready to die because, Mother Earth has leased me this incarnation and it is a privilege to learn about her gifts. Her and Father God have made sweet love to each other, a dance that deserves my respect and appreciation. So much so that I have more to learn while I am here. A whole lot more.

Sorry if I'm drifting. Yes, when I meditate I feel a sense of joy within like no other- other times quiet peace in the midst of movement. I suppose it's important to come back to that place often, to create favorable circumstance.