Message #43823

[guest587]

Steve, I agree. Progress is not always linear. This gives pause for thought- especially with regards towards duality.

Today I woke up feeling that the world is moving faster than me. I noticed some strange driving early this morning, and the people I interact with were looking at me with either... Impatience, sensing something off in me(like my moving slow means I'm stupid), thinking I'm high, or I could tell they were feeling strange around me. It doesn't take a genius to interpret.

The condor soared above my head twice today. One, while I was outside exercising. He looked mighty, and was sailing the winds- swooping down in a bold and expediated manner. I was thoroughly impressed by his speed and his ability to soar without flapping his wings much.

Then, later today... During my excursion to H-E-B(a TX grocery store)... I felt a very strange sensation. There was a lot of gratitude, my eyes were wide, and it felt like I was floating as I was walking. I've had this experience at this store before. I think I was just enjoying a peaceful moment. The cashier was getting impatient with me, lol. But on my way home, my eyes were still wide. I could see the pearly whites in the reflection of my rear view mirror. I felt an opening inside my head, and just then I noticed another bold condor circling above and to my left. Another mighty presence. Another hasty movement. Energetically speaking, it really felt like I was downloading something- or had moved through a spiritual portal.

To see the condor during this made me think I should come back here and take a look at its symbolism.

On a personal level... I do notice an interest in not responding to external stimulus right away- but rather, an increased desire to notice what I'm witnessing, how I'm processing, how I'm responding... And an effort to curb the personality to maintain inner peace. I suppose I should use this energy as well, to try and create a mutually beneficial relationship with the external world. The life around me.

I wonder still, what connection might be drawn from movement- speed and the condor.

Hmm...

Looking back I think the condor was coming into my awareness with haste, helping me realize the delicate balance between riding what I'm experiencing and being mentally quipped to respond with grace.