Thanks mccoy....it will take sometime. One of the things we recognize after being on this 🌎 a while is that life is not as black and white as we initially have it figured out to b and many of the people and things we encounter are in fact not as good for us as we initially had thought but then in contradistinction to this we find that many of the things we thought to be difficult and bad for us end up being the best thing for us and just what we needed. So i am not always a fan of using will power but more often a fan of surrendering to divine will. As we have witnessed many times the Masters have proclaimed the time of their transition...seeming to know divine order and the best time to move on to other places where God has further plans for us. In which case staying here literally delays such opportunities and duties.
No shock. No engulfment. No tearing assunder. What you feared would come like an explosion is like a whisper. What you thought was the end is the beginning.