Steve, I am just unable to follow you. You don't seem to me very direct and I basically have no idea what you're talkin' bout. I didn't ask why you chose not to make me an administrator. Frankly, I do not care.
Take this off your mind, Steve-o. It is a nonissue.

Alrite brother. If u need answers let me know. u know i am not always sure about myself either. Life is like improv. We improv to find the right actions and sometimes if it is possible we would rather not make decisions because we know how easy it is to mess up relationships. But there are times there is no waiting. We and others have waited long enough we cannot let our lives be left on hold. There are people like that.... they will put your life on hold. It is not wise to let others do this to us. We do deserve answers and kindness from others. But there are those who just cannot be kind. They will cause misery in one way or another. It is best to avoid frequent contact with such types.
So u may ask; Now what are you talking about now? It is really no statement directed at you. It is just when someone says something my mind has a a proclivity to respond. There may be nothing rational about it. Sometimes i look back and say to myself; Where did those words come from? It is kind of like free form....free association!! But some people elicit response from others. There are those that have hardly any influence on us. They are like talking to rocks. i would say that is good quality... to have the ability to inspire response from those around us.