cosmic thoughts from the reconditioning center

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Sometimes ... when i listen to shows about outer space and the depth of space...my thoughts become deep and focused. i get immersed in this idea of being way way out there... some place... many of us may have been in some time, some life, long ago perhaps somehow we ended up here; maybe through space travel, thought imprisonment or time dilation from one life time to the next and then our fate was to live here for several life times. Maybe we are even a part of a ancestry memory that came from a higher time and are marooned on this planet trying to retrace our steps here. Perhaps we will be out there sometime again. Maybe it is even better to say 'in here' again. Because words like 'here' and 'there' are sometimes limiting. It may be more appropriate to say in the present we will come to an awakening once again.

Although this reality has so many physical limitations. It is as though we are heavy here. Objects do not move by will and we can not always just go where we would like by will. We must make a special exertion to get there or be there. Time is slowed down.... so we have to feel the effects of things for  long periods. As though time it self is some kind of prison like you would think of being behind bars.

i do not mean to seem negative. Just that somewhere, sometime it was easier to go backwards and forwards through time and not be limited by present conditions. It is as though maybe we did something in our thoughts and actions that has trapped us in this dimension to consider our presents state of awareness and lessons being given to us-- to assimilate-- so we can move on out of these conditions into a freer more liberating dimension. A higher time and place  where we may have been before we 'fell' into this physical dimension. We may find their are many more people who are very mentally and spiritually sick here on the earth plane. People who are very unconscious of there whereabouts and purpose. We our fortunate to have been pulled into the orb of others who have a similar purpose. Some of us that are here are working at this service center at various levels of consciousness of our purpose... at this reconditioning center called earth. 

[guest88]

hi Steve! Jidhendra 

I think you're describing the desire to expand your senses. To be lighter and free to move about like the wind but to feel vast and deep like the ocean. I think you're describing a longing to share this connection with someone or maybe you need to look even further within yourself.

Have you tried meditating since this post ?

Here's a funny piece from Reggie Watts that I've shared here before but something you said reminded me of what he shared for us....

You:

Although this reality has so many physical limitations. It is as though we are heavy here. Objects do not move by will and we can not always just go where we would like by will. We must make a special exertion to get there or be there. Time is slowed down.... so we have to feel the effects of things for  long periods. As though time it self is some kind of prison like you would think of being behind bars.

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And the important thing to remember is that this simulation is a good one. It’s believable. It’s tactile. You can reach out. Things are solid. You can move things from one area to another. You can feel your body. You can say I’d like to go over to this location. You can move this mass of molecules through the air over to another location at will. That’s something you live inside of every day.

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I've not much to offer because whatever I write here will not satisfy what you're longing, may even diminish this special feeling you have...Recondition even.. =P This moment will come to pass.... Recognizing a connection from the tiny spider and out to the cosmos is a unique awareness, special and easy to forget.

Earth is wonderful Steve. My opinion. My heart says we're all children here... Even the great and wise.

You're here now, for whatever reason-

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Hello Eric

Yes i have meditated before this post. i am interested about your evaluations of me.  Seems you are of the opinion that i am trying to expand my senses  oh no could it be i am part of the starship enterprise seeking out new forms of life on planets far away? Since i am not i spend much of my time in meditation exploring realms but yes i concede that i would very much like being out there in the cosmos wandering around and perhaps finding where our ancestors or we originated.

i also will admit to the fact that i like companions in my search and so you find me here typing away much of my free time. But the same time trying to bring others together who could be quite solitary without the link of other searchers and sharing our experiences together. As far as sharing all this with one particular person; That my friend eludes me at this time in my life but i am very happy for you and Jessica and pray for your spiritual evolvement quite regularly!

i have never heard of Reggie but it interesting that he has some of the same views as i have expressed in the beginning of this thread and that he takes such a positive and grateful view for the abilities the human body has at this state of evolvement. This i should remember when i think of our limitations! Thanks my friend!

Steve