i had a dream last night that may provide insights to my subconscious.
of course, this is the dream world so prepare for some absurdity >_<
i was in my parents backyard following a curious bug digging itself underground and moments later a baby elephant came up from underground with a glowing pinkish forehead.
the elephant was playful and happy. i remember the baby elephant running around playing with my dogs and me snapping photos with the camera
i think this may have something to do with my playful nature or perhaps a true sense of joy in photography... not sure but i think the fact that his guy rose up from underground has to do with some particular aspect of myself coming to surface
later in a second dream a young playful girl was teaching me her new dance moves
maybe i need to learn to lighten up

With Pluto so close to your ascendent there are probably many things coming to the surface now Eric. Many aspects of your personality are now being revealed through your encounters and your inner life. There may be some destined encounters also that will help you adjust your self-expression. Your ideas of pleasure taking on a new meaning.
This may have no relevance. Just happened to see it on the internet:
"Seeing pink elephants" is a euphemism for drunken hallucination, caused by alcoholic hallucinosis or delirium tremens. An early literary use of the term is by Jack London in 1913, who describes one kind of alcoholic, in the autobiographical John Barleycorn, as "the man whom we all know, stupid, unimaginative, who is also half cocaine; who walks generously with wide-spread, tentative legs, falls frequently in the gutter, and who sees, in the extremity of his ecstasy, blue mice and pink elephants. He is the type that gives rise to the jokes in the funny papers."[1] A reference to pink elephants occurs in the 1941 Disney animated film Dumbo. Dumbo, having taken a drink of water from a bucket spiked with champagne, begins to hallucinate singing and dancing elephants in a segment known as "Pink Elephants on Parade".
Pink elephants do exist in nature, as it is possible for albino elephants to be pink, as well as white.[2]
In 2008, Republican vice-presidential candidate Sarah Palin used the phrase "pink elephants" to refer to Pro-life Republican women such as herself, Carly Fiorina, Sue Lowden and Jane Norton.[3]