Message #20704

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Si i cannot even begin to tell u what u have missed on this forum maybe Eric would b able to better. i know that sometimes it is very difficult to go back and read some of the experiences i have had with other people that were close with me. There r people here that i have loved very dearly who r no longer with us. i have no reservations about having any of those people back. But they have gone their separate ways. Not because of my decision. This life can often b very painful to realize the memories we have had with others may b gone forever. We r just fortunate to have people here to create new ones. Because the love and deep caring i have for everyone that has been here still remains. Every one of them. That is something i am sincere about.

i suppose this kind of answer was not what u expected or even wanted. It is just something u said that triggered the response. i can go back to where i lived as a teenager and all kinds of nostalgic memories return and going back to old posts and threads here is somewhat akin to going back to a town you grew up in and driving down the streets with an old friend you at one time shared memories with there. That is something i recently did. It was cathartic.