Steve, you seem to be a highly sensitive and emotional person. Is that so? Do you often find yourself having strong attachments towards others - people you don't really know, or in general? If so, do you think that is because you are spiritually evolved? I wrote 'oceans apart' because it is a vibe I get - somehow linked to communication styles. I never mentioned tidal waves. That came from elsewhere. If I were looking for a placid sea, I'd be floating in one! Ha ha. Outer life is messier than inner life. Life is school. Are you familiar with Gestalt's Prayer? I first read it when I was a child. Although I felt drawn to the gist, I never fully embraced it - because it feels somehow apathetic.
I try to see people's unique beauty - truly. Have lost friends and family and understand how we always see MORE how special each person was after they are dead. Not just special to US, but really unique. I was trying to explain this to my husband a month or so ago. I told him that whenever I really need to SEE people, I imagine them dead. It's a pretty clarifying and positive habit, I think. He thought I was being negative and morbid at the time, but I think he is starting to 'get it' a little. He is a taurus. Very earthy.
If you see something special in me, I thank you. It is nice to feel recognized sometimes. I see something special in you, too - in all people - and am still here.
P.s. It seems we posted near the same time. I will go back and read your most recent post (above this) now.
