Message #19816

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Shannon

I have started a welcome for u, a prayer thread and a astrology area. U  seem to gravitate to this section....so i will write accordingly. i believe we have more choices then we allow ourselves. Habit is such a strong conditioned reflex that we often close ourselves off to  the possibilities. That has been my personal experience. What once seemed natural and  part of my life now seems so distant and not applicable to my current life. At one level i would like to drag those people back into my life but they just don't fit my growing awareness. Perhaps this rings true with u as well. Sometimes the big actresses/actors in our life just seem to fade away.... the karma lingering on as we try to make sense of it all. Desire and karma are rather interesting in retrospect but going thru it is a whole different matter. Some of the 'lites' in our life have always been there. We may have not noticed their significance as more dazzling spectacles crowded the front stage.

I believe I am a long ways from the script of life being written out like I would like to have seen it. But day by day i also realize how ridiculous my desires have been to rule the world instead of experience the unfolding show. Our ego is caught up with being something while our spirit recognizes the moments of just being.



Steve