Message #19174

[mccoy]

Unfortunately most all this was created by me *before* I started down this road. So now I have to ride it out best I can.

It is just the same. I was meditating prior to start working. Also I had no ties, no fiancee, no compulsion to stay with family, nothing. Notwithstanding that, I could not find a partner who would meditate long hours and reinforce my habits, I could not find a job which could support me and family with little effort. Actually, I am compelled to do two jobs to round up the salary.

So SI, even if you did not create your present situation, it is not granted it would have been much different.