Message #24493

[guest88]

Hi Steve.

Being the personality that I am, I find it more difficult to go with the flow then most but I believe this is to be one of my greatest lessons this incarnation.

Whenever my heart begins to open I feel a need to maintain control or experience life in a particular manner. I begin to set expectations and find I am emotionally dependent.

Being around a free-spirited person can be tormenting if my Heart begins to Love them because I want more and more. Love can be real but not experienced in the way the way I want. Recognizing this is not always so easy.

Going with the flow and being less dependent of others is quite the task when you yearn for intimacy on a deeper level. Feeling Grateful for our exchanges and forging understanding, as limited as that understanding might be, may be what helps me go with the flow.

From my current perspective, to Love and Let God often times seem a contradiction but I do feel there are rewards for mastering this Ideology.

Peace friend.