Hopefully things will shift soon. I have not experienced this level of intense emotions erupting to the surface and coming out

When someone has four planets transiting the 8th and 12th houses it brings much out from the depths. Then Jupiter going thru the fourth only adds more to the whole process having just made aspects to your Moon and personal planets expanding the emotional stimula from the past. I was hoping to hear you open up about your experiences with alien presences as well in the section on it at caleema’s psychic nook;half way down the forum. There is a section on UFOS under ‘child boards’ there, This is the site that people are receptive to those things that are part of the unconscious for most folks. I doubt this whole process will end hastily for you since these planets will not move away quickly; especially Pluto and Neptune’s progress thru your 7th house.
Most of us here have had mutual unusual experiences in our lives and there is a receptive audience because we are mostly happy to be considered not a part of the sleepers or otherwise known as the walking dead. The Grateful Dead were anything but that and I think their name reflected a culture for the most part dead or asleep. Like their music their name identifies a culture in denial and dysfunctional. I suppose it is because most of us notice here that the mental sickness people often refer to in clinical experiences are often misdiagnosed and a product of a cultural malady that we seek to avoid and expose to hasten our evolution as well as our cultures. I was really into your evaluation of Pluto and Saturn going thru Capricorn reflecting a world wide government catharsis exposing all the crap political and social institutions have been covering up.
Perhaps some of the recognition also comes from personal experiences. That has been a phenomenon I have noticed in my life this incarnation. Identifying cultural illness can lead to a recognition of changing friendships and alliances as well. We as human beings have a purpose to find the uniqueness of our souls and not follow the path of ants plodding along up and down a sandy slope of mechanical repetition into oblivion...without any reflection of the purpose of our actions in our short visit here in this school house for the spiritual and psychically retarded. Even ants progress to a higher form where as many humans walk willingly and blindfolded into the ditch of ignorance never reflecting what our purpose and mission was when seeking to come here. In the end analysis we may have spent several incarnations n obsequious darkness until we see that we were actually here to help others not suffer the same conditioning of a sick society needing a major surgery.