Message #16364

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Once I saw her and when she was talking she said that "the Guru and the disciple are one." The Zen Buddhist use what are called koans. They are little phrases you repeat over and over in your mind. Well for some reason that phrase kept coming back to me and appealed to me.  I was caught on to it and it repeated over and over in my mind. As I was walking out of the auditorium all of a sudden I felt this tremendous bliss and I felt as though my heart was expanding.  I broke down and started crying. I was unable to stop and I had an experience I've never had before. I remember praying the whole time. "Amma I do not know what you are doing to me but please don't stop." I understand what the phrase 'It took my breath away' means in a very personal way.