Thanks, Steve.
I get the feeling I'm beginning to be one of those who are "running backwards", according to Paramhansaji's "race" analogy on the spiritual life.
L T L
It is a strange thing being close to a Master. i have spent quite a lot of time near an avatar. Just watching Amma and being around her is exhausting. She does so much that it leaves one wondering how can i ever keep up with this? In the same way Yogananda wrote so much that you wonder how will i ever assimilate it all? Sometimes i just have to remind myself that i still see myself connected with this material world and this body. My infinite potential is yet to be awakened. At these times all you can do is identify yourself with that infinite potential you see in these great ones. The guru and the disciple are one. That is the line that gave me that connection. Now i think of what happened then and hope to once again feel that divne love wherein there is no frustration just awe at the presence of love. Some memories are not to be forgotten but to revel in.....
Jitendra
