Language is so limiting sometimes. I don't remember saying I am lonely. But I am not here to deny anything someone may
pick up. I believe all human beings have something inside them that makes them feel unsatisfied and wanting more out of life.
We can feel lonely in a relationship or a crowd of people. I define it as being thrown into a world without any knowledge of
why we are here, where we came from, where we are going or how we can get out.
Some people just walk back an forth from an ant hill, get their food drink and sleep, socialize and say that's that. But they too will die. Is there no way to find out about this mystery we call life? This kind of loneliness is a deep longing to understand our place and purpose in the universe.
On a personal level I understand completely about people taking a 180 degree on us. It seems to me that if a person evolves to the point that he or she is trying to be spiritual and kind that there would be an understanding that when we abandon others
completely for long periods of time there are consequences. When someone shuns or abandons us we can look back and see
the simple equation. We at one time did it to someone else.But the obvious is not always perceived.
On another level people live a very different life on the internet than being in person. I have found that people who say all kinds
of things in pm's and on forums may change quite rapidly when the inevitability of meeting in person becomes a reality.
This can change a relationship. Yet should it end relationships? I understand people go and do return Comet. Yet there is often
a very insecure feeling I have about these relationships because you never know when these people will leave your life again.
These are just observations not the end all or final outlook. I hope this added to the conversation you are having with me Comet.
I am sorry if I lost track of the subject.Maybe it doesn't even matter. Sometimes people just connect for a while.i am happy
for that. But when we disconnect we often wonder: Why? I really try to answer that question for others so it does not leave
them in a quandary.
