Message #13941

[Goldwolf]

  Hey Steve. Ya, it's really me. I'm always around here somewhere. I know I stated it before on this forum that it is cozy, or something to that effect. There's no other spot like this, not on Earth!

  Ya, I'm up here in Wisconsin. I like it but I'm still trying to figure out how to move around the states, I'll figure it out. It'll be me savin up some money! I dunno, I been doin a lot a thinkin about movin to California. I don't have the resourses at the time to just up and leave. I dunno, I mean, if I did I would maybe just visit a lot. I'll figure somethin out. I mean, you can't stop a cat from traveling and I like to think of myself more resourseful and inventive than a creature. Those three hour meditations sound great. It's lookin like I might be gettin a car soon (another one) so wish me luck. Hopefully I can visit all my friends which of course includes you brother. That's a pretty good day dream, it seems considerably more likely than not because sooner or later I'll get to movin around.
  The whole thing with the ladies is a little weird. I mean, .. I got a LOT of girls I am friends with but nothing really out in the open or the whole goin steady thing. I been to a lot of parties where I'm the only guy and that sort of thing. I try to find the right one sometimes but I tried so long I don't put too much effort forth most times. I just am glad I am friends with so many beautiful ladies. I dunno, the whole ladies man thing is sort of a bad deal because it makes it harder to meet really kool women that I can stay friends with. The other thing is if the world says you have to spend this amount and do this to meet the right girl I just won't do it. I have a very good outlook on life and I suppose some days I do have a girlfriend or maybe two but whatever. I'm not cheap at all it's just there's no formula to love! I would rather run away from a lady who's being rude than be rude back, running is funny sometimes also. Sometimes, a lot actually, I'm content that I'm single at least most of the time. I figure if a lot of girls love me, even if we're not together most of the time, these ladies still love me. There's a lot of good and spiritual feelings, a lot of love that goes along with this sort of thing. The being reborn as a woman thing I don't know! I always figure I'm too masculine. I had a couple dreams of being a girl. I was just happy being beautiful. I was like a beautiful nun or somethin. I better leave that one where it is.

  As the seasons change I just wanna remind everyone to enjoy each and every day. Seems like the weather is different every day some weeks. Hey friends gotta go, I won't be a stranger. Take care everybody.