Message #13910

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Nomaste Dan is that really you? It has been a while friend,

Aren't we all trying to re invent ourselves while on this cosmic journey? That is the ingredient of spiritual growth that is essential. i thank you for reminding us. Many times we remain ironclad in our views and do not allow ourselves growth. Sometimes this takes place by holding on to our cherished views of reality and sometimes we do not allow our hearts to open so that we can experience love and compassion. Seeing this in others reminds me to look at it in myself.

i thought that you live in one of  the midwest states. is that correct? Sometime i hope to visit there again. Lately friends are talking about coming out here to visit. i look forward to being their host and guide.

Got a thing for the ladies Hah? Well you might just end up being one next time around. Such is the power of manifesting. I have often thought about that when i think too much about the ladies. But you know the more i look inside and meditate the more i want to be around women that do the same or at least radiate goodness and kindness. i know that when i get those occasional glanses at love whether from outside or inside that life is changing me more than anything. Women that are not in the spiritual search really hold you back. They are like dead end paths leading to more earth problems. They will never really understand your long hours of meditation and spiritual yearning. There are many good people we encounter in this life. But once you start on the path if you wnat to really practice it you have to be with someone that understands it and has that desire also. Even the spiritual ones present challenges but if you really have something going spiritually those people usually return. Sometime you might have met one that will help you with your spiritual growth as you help her. That is the goldmine goldwolf. if you ever get that fortunate. It is possible; i have seen it!

Tonite is Friday nite and i will go out to a three hour meditation instead of with someone but i know that i will radiate even more peace and love for it. It will attract what i need when i need it! i leave the rest up to God. i am OK without anyone or with someone because i have God. i just have to remind myself because sometimes i forget and look for things that just do not help me. We need to constantly associate with those who love God so we do not forget and how do we know that we love God and he loves us? By meditating and practicing our presence with him in all activities. Love Love Love it is so great. But we have to cultivate it every moment of our existance!

i noticed that you spoke about not being able to meditate for periods of time in the past. That was my main reasons for coming back to California. There are so many long meditations held here.  i feel that i could help others in this regard if they would like sitting with me. It helps so much to have meditation buddies.

It is wonderful to have you with us Goldwolf. More later......

Steve