Message #13638

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Yoshi You started a nice thread here. Yes i changed it. Yet u really started it. U have a perfect right to b frustrated i should not act as though some how i am not. i think we must all recognize that we divinely mourn about the way things r set up here and the way we kinda beat r head against the wall trying to find answers and solutions. i should not fool myself into thinking that some how i have learned how to cope with it better than u. <THAT IS EGO> Just wanted u to know that after all my  over whelming talk that i face some similar issues as u. Sometimes i just meditate about frustration. i can take comfort in one thing; God would rather listen to our frustrations than we b indifferent to him. It is best to lay all our problems at the feet of the divine. Taking a good look at ourselves is not always a fun thing. That is why meditation can sometimes b frustrating. Yet all things we love have that quality from time to time as well.

i noticed your rather consistant response to long dissertations about your posts. U will retreat a while and come back with something else later. No use having cofrontation. It just shows a certain level of ego manifesting. Why do we always need to b right. <THAT IS EGO ALSO> just wanted to let u know that your thread has made me look at myself also.
It is best to be truthful with ourselves even it means expressing our own negativity. At least we do not pretend to b something we have yet to manifest.

Jitendra