Message #13645

[yoshi]

the green mile....came out on satellite/cable when i was pregnant....which was 2000.  lol.   so 1999-2000 it was made.  it was originally a book written by steven king ( !!    ) starring tom hanks.  whoops...it is john coffey, i am reading the dvd cover.  i spelt his name wrong.  it is a long movie...but a damned good one.

i cannot remember the exact quote of john coffey.  it was something like...."hate, it feels like glass shards"...as he holds his hands close to his head, half clinched, and his face in pain.  meaning, i believe,...that hate feels like shards of glass rubbing on his soul. 

it feels the same to me...except i refer to it as 'pin pricks'...

he also says something like,,,,''people kill out of love". 

it also has a karma lesson in it.  very power-full movie !!  i wont say anymore about it in case u decide to watch it.  dont want to spoil any surprises !  i will say tho....lots of tears i shed, every time i watch it !     i can sooooo relate to john coffey's character 

one of the reasons i am soooo intolerant to ignorance right now....is because i can feel the hate,,,,envy,,,greed,,,,in my soul....it feels like 'pin pricks'.  i can feel it on my skin and down into my soul. 

john coffey also states something like this...."boss,,,i'm tired,,,tired of all the hate in the world". 

that is where i am at.  40 some odd years of soul feeling pin pricks....not only pin pricks but the ignorance is strewn at me physically too !!       i'm tired, boss.  i cry...on a daily basis. i beg, night and day for the ignorance to stop, not only for my sake but for all others' sakes.  and i am tired of crying. ive been crying ever since i was little, single digits age ! 

egoic.  i thought u were refering to my intolerance as being egoic.   seems i was incorrect, i apologize.  thanks for the clarification in your pm 

(((Love&Hugs&OM)))
yoshi