hi guys thank you for the response.
i was thinking last night
sometimes i think i might die at a young age. well this thought doesn't happen often but it has been around before and it usually gets me to think. it makes me a little scared of death. of the love i shared here between family and friends. of the blossoming love i share now with my romantic partner and the level of depth we're beginning to hit. i wouldn't want to leave that and so i am a bit scared to die. i begin to think i can feel a glimpse of my parents mourning and it's just so saddening/uncomfortable.
and on the flip side, i must come to face the death of my parents. even harder to grasp or consider. but one day it might Manyhappen. and i wonder what then might keep us together once they leave their physical shell. how will we still be bound so that we may be with each other despite having left the material plane.
so i begin to think of love but i don't know if it's the same. i wonder of souls and personalities. i don't like the idea of being separated from my loved one and perhaps that's why the somber thought of dying young even crept in to begin with.
i wonder now what yogananda has to say in regards to our life force and love connections we make here- how to keep in touch even after death. well this is spirit talk so i am going off the belief my spirit will continue after death.
your thoughts ?
Have u ever given thought that u will miss the astral realm where u go next much more than this material experience?
Many soul seekers find this material life very disatisfying because we have dim recollections of much higher existences
in the astral worlds.
We have been here with many parents, children and lovers. We go to places to see them again and often change roles
from one life to another. For instance: it is quite possible that a daughter was a mother in a past life and in this one she is the
daughter. Sometimes we try to assert the old role and it does not always work out so well. i know a daughter named
Savana and her mother where such dynamics appear to manifest. ..
At any rate they serve as karmic mirrors for each other. Both are dealing with father and mother separations this life.
Both have issues with different values they share with groups and friends because they made certain decisions
in their lives that made it difficult to keep their old values with ttheir purpose for this life.
So what you are sensing is also true. Towards the end of the year you will see that there will have to be
a 'death' of the old and much will be left behind as you make way for the new you.
This death and rebirth will continue for sometime including the whole next year.
Jitendra
