Message #13622

[guest88]

hi guys thank you for the response.
i was thinking last night
sometimes i think i might die at a young age. well this thought doesn't happen often but it has been around before and it usually gets me to think. it makes me a little scared of death. of the love i shared here between family and friends. of the blossoming love i share now with my romantic partner and the level of depth we're beginning to hit. i wouldn't want to leave that and so i am a bit scared to die. i begin to think i can feel a glimpse of my parents mourning and it's just so saddening/uncomfortable.
and on the flip side, i must come to face the death of my parents. even harder to grasp or consider. but one day it might happen. and i wonder what then might keep us together once they leave their physical shell. how will we still be bound so that we may be with each other despite having left the material plane.
so i begin to think of love but i don't know if it's the same. i wonder of souls and personalities. i don't like the idea of being separated from my loved one and perhaps that's why the somber thought of dying young even crept in to begin with.
i wonder now what yogananda has to say in regards to our life force and love connections we make here- how to keep in touch even after death. well this is spirit talk so i am going off the belief my spirit will continue after death.

your thoughts ?