i don't think it's healthy i'm imposing my will onto so many friendships. i get upset when we don't have proper communication. selfish rather, blind to whatever might really be happening. relationships should flow, not feel forced- right . . . ? our needs or desires. . . no worries. life is good : D very interesting. just curious. it's rather selfish to get upset because my needs are not being met but it happens. . i'm curious how meditation has helped you fix these areas of your life ?
i believe that meditation helps you be aware and understand energy fields much better. You begin to be more and more in tune to the energy patterns of those around you and how they are affecting your own aura and energy field. The company you keep is certainly instrumental in your own attitudes, comfort and spiritual growth.
Interestingly enough i have found that even thinking about certain people can influence my state of consciousness. I often have to redirect my thoughts because some vibes emmited by others can be unsettling while others are harmonious and uplifting.