i don't think it's healthy i'm imposing my will onto so many friendships. i get upset when we don't have proper communication. selfish rather, blind to whatever might really be happening. relationships should flow, not feel forced- right . . . ? our needs or desires. . . no worries. life is good : D very interesting. just curious. it's rather selfish to get upset because my needs are not being met but it happens. . i'm curious how meditation has helped you fix these areas of your life ?
Good question Eric. Even though i meditate i still feel bad when i no longer can communicate with those i love. Yet it seems as though some people have robbed our past when they have made your life richer and you have made their lives richer. Our past and all its beautiful memories often seems stolen. Lost forever. I am still trying to understand it. Those people who stay with us.. they are our true friends... for this we can be grateful. So far I still feel the loss but I do not react negatively as once I may have. When we react we set up new waves of karma in motion.
