thanks steve, i suppose this was unexpected! i have always had feelings of unresolved attitudes or repression towards my sister and as i've shared it came out of left field in an explosive confrontation. it's all good though! oddly enough i had a dream i talked to her about it and everything was okay. in this waking life i suspect it's going to take a lot of time before that mutual feeling of being ok transpires. all i can do now is try to respect the person, despite my disagreements and try to respect my self too. i appreciate the phone call last night! i may have enjoyed the time out with my friends a little too much
; im paying the price today
