Message #11294

[Jitendra Hydonus]

Hi This is Elfun. I have returned in my natural form. I have been very mischievous and i created a lot of chaos here on the site and I APOLOGIZE to everyone!   Sometimes being just an Elf one needs to appear larger than life. So i transformed into Elfuntraxx which is my alter ego because he looks large and intimidating which is just the opposite of an elf. The small and meek. So i have came back in my original form to apologize for being such a naughty little entity. I will try to stay within this realm of spiritual enlightenment of wonder and joy for the new and improved spiritual portal located behind door number two. I have returned by invite from my previous dear partner & closest friend ;)Administrator Steve Hydonus (Aka. Surrender Kitty)... Me (Aka. Elfun),Steve Hydonus (Aka. Surrender Kitty) and Nitewish (Aka. Into Blue) had originally started this site previously known as Soul Searching. I was also an Administrator at that time and i played more of a humorous role as a little Elfun running rampant leaving little "elfunster tracks" of humor throughout the site back in the day . I like to travel in a more lighthearted way whenever possible because i feel that this life can be so very trying most of the time . So i think when i may get overwhelmed at times with all the chaos (+/-) on this sphere of chaos, i may also once again become part of "the problem". The polarizing force ( +/-) emitted on this sphere will sometimes pull you in! . Hence, that's when my mischievous Elfun (-) nature came out . But i really meant no harm and just got a bit carried away . So now i will travel through this land of wonderment and visit periodically every now and again and will leave a few Elfuntraxxo0o0o0o of a different "color" this time round . So you can call me Elfun but the name i go by is Elfunrocker buuuut, you can call me Elfun because i like to have FUN!   So hope to see you all real soon sooooo, Elfun-ooooo "littletraxx" bids all adieu ~ peace&love to all of you too~!!!   P.S. "The first to apologize is the bravest. The first to forgive is the strongest. But the first to forget, is the happiest."

Thank you Elfun so nice to have u with us we r all working on our own balance but all of us r unbalanced in some way. Quite often the culture we live in itself is not conducive to being in balance in body, mind and spirit. It is in that recognition of where we get off balance that is part of the solution.

Jitendra