Hi Samsara...I am pretty sure I know you from somehwere else like SB or SF lol
very nice to have you here on this site as well
anyway you left me a little confused as you jumped from a dream to meditation to kudalini
meditation is normally personally...if i saw a pram and then ahd a chest pain ..i would translate it to be something to do with a child as in inability to have them or a sick one passing defiantely loss of a child and and a motehrs pain to the heart.....
and the other thing the dream.......spirit actually my higher self turns me into a statue when they want to show me how hard headed or unrelenting I am being. lol maybe that shoe will fit you as well. or they do it when they are about to give me a new experience and they know I will come up out of it fighting or swinging etc ...lol
kundalini can be dangerous. if it is not a spontaneous eruption.......one should do the kriyas or practice the safeties etc... one need much knowledge when they play with fire.
here is a site that may help you with this
Chrism is very very knowledgable on this one
http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/the-safeties.htmlsteve he actually is california based... you might want to check the site out yourself