Message #10110

[guest88]

i'm confused
in past threads we've discussed ego and challenges such as, 'removing the seed of desire'
we've discussed the difference between the spiritual and material. although i still have some questions here... like, are the spirit and body really two separate things ?
but not to drift
coming back to this thread has been very helpful and your original post is very insightful. i wanted to bump this thread and pose the question... what are some ways to manifest spiritual fulfillment ? there's nothing wrong with desire i feel like it's fuel for the soul. the only way to nourish the idea is in the pursuit of your passions right ? even if that means life pops the bubble that is the ego or takes one through an emotional ride... when that happens, i hope to learn from it... but am so blind sometimes... want to change, how to cultivate that feeling and be stronger. i'm actually trying to cut some passions now and didn't realize how much my conditioning is challenging this new idea but at the same time feel like i'm becoming OK with things i might not have been or contemplating on things i want to be passionate for. what is this game- is it a game? yes and no- am i unfolding through out the process- WHATS GOING ON the answers are never enough, knowledge doesn't seem to pacify the cravings- so it makes me question- what are these cravings and reflect- what to be passionate for ! ?
sdfkjsfd agh i've created knots for no reason when i should just be happy playing in heaven- perception ?