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« Reply #15 on: Jun 02, 2021 02:18 pm »

there were a few other details before this that i recall but am skipping because it isn't as clear as the very last part of my dream.

in the last part of my dream, i am frantically running into what is like a lower sector- a room inside an old library or school. an old man is running inside with me- the door is opened by the old mans exo skeleton- a blue apparition that was attached to him, detached itself and held the door open for us. we were discussing in a fast pace. we said something to each other and the old man like a scientist threw this potion/vile inside a container all at once. all of it. this was not good. i asked him what he was doing. and he said we were about to find out. and all of a sudden these yellow crystals rapidly started emerging from out the cylindrical beaker he threw the vile inside of. the ground started shaking- the crystals were stacking on top of each other- crude edges and they kept growing and growing. and when the beaker landed and shattered on the ground- they started coming from out of the ground. the building itself became a long tube rising up- and everyone was forced to climb up from the inside as everything else started crumbling around us.

i remember climbing up by two women, and i had an arm around each as i tried getting around them and thought it felt good. but as i moved over in order to keep myself secured i had to let go of one. it didn't feel as good. suddenly there was no where else to go, and i could see outside was nothing but ocean. there was a god in a chariot floating above the water- the feeling was like we were trapped and we were in trouble. he was a war god- and i shouted to the old man who he was. i can't remember exactly if i shouted this or he shouted this to the old man- like calling him/us out:
"VEGUS" (VAGUS?) behind the man in the chariot was Poseidon. they were coming for us all. and as soon as the god of war called us out, the chariot and him and poseidon turned around- their back facing us- two snake statues rose out from the chariot and they disappeared .

suddenly, the old man, myself and a third person were all inside a room. the god of war wanted to come in and yell at us. Poseidon or Zeus told him to leave us be. we were wearing tattered clothes, we were skinnier than normal, our house(faction) looked destroyed. we were saying something back to the Gods but fell over and onto the bed disoriented and were clearly worn.

as I woke up I was having a hard time recall, I felt someone standing behind me and over me. the same feeling like i was being looked down upon by the god in the chariot who was calling everyone out. i felt them standing on my bed- they walked over my head to my back and their leg was pressed up against my back. the feeling was a little scary  i was experiencing a bit of sleep paralysis but i rolled my back into the persons leg and they disappeared and i woke up.

there is a little bit of cold a /mild burn phantom pain in my shoulder right now where the leg made contact along my back- but i am convinced it is from my mattress and the way i sleep. really strange how i felt something walking around on my mattress. it could have been the blending of sleep paralysis/the dream itself while i simultaneously tried to recall the events of the dream- which are clearly scattered. heavy fog on me this early AM. that mind could have been disoriented as my awareness was brought back to a tossing/turning body.... but then again- i was having sleep paralysis and couldn't move...  only force myself to roll at the end which allowed me to open my eyes- by then nothing was there.

some other notes. i'm not sure why i say they were standing over my head because the entity on my bed felt like a solitary creature. and im not sure if it was a war god or apollo in the chariot, but it was definitely poseidon saying nothing standing very largely in the back. i also think i was the old man, the girl and myself at all aspects of the dream. and i am not sure if it was zeus' voice who told the other god to leave us alone or if it was still poseidon from earlier but they seemed two be two different beings. very strange- hard to recall and the more i try the fuzzier things seem to become.

i did a quick search and learned vagus is a crucial nerve that has rich spiritual meaning. i still need to read through this website thoroughly but it mentions the two snakes i saw rising from behind the chariot and briefly mentions a greek god.
https://medium.com/@sterlingcooley/ancient-secrets-about-the-vagus-nerve-revealed-e6cfeab144f6
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« Reply #16 on: Jun 06, 2021 11:58 am »

since having this kundalini styled dream posted just above here i see there has been a lot of digging into my subconcious. not only that but the last three days i have had successful out of body experiences. on friday evening i had an opportunity for greater revelation that i willfully ignored- i did feel a sense of peace and harmony as elements from my dream came to life in the moment, at the dinner table. but i did not take the time to sit with these insights to consciously understand the message.

i am just waking up from a dream that is making the message all the clearer- and perhaps with the position of planets as you have shared steve in my chart, these dreams and subconcious musings are reflective of that reading and my current life standing. from the kundalini dream up to now i am realizing there are different aspects of my self going through turbulent trials as i communicate with a greater self and try to bring harmony to the contrasting degrees of identification.

this mornings dream is reflective of that, as i can pin point the behaviors i am tired of- the differences in personality- that i have come close to overcoming these things before- and that i am here again to try and figure it out.

im living this dream out with someone else, we are stuck in an AI simulation where an invisible overseer is able to determine a course of action based on our every move, what we say to each other, and so forth. he is the program, the characters and the environment in which we are trying to escape. we are moving through various scenes- each step that brings us closer to getting out, a scene is reset and my friend and i have to create a different response in order to trick the AI. I remember in one part of the dream I was becoming very tired for being injected into the same reality we had almost escaped, I can't recall the scenery too well- except the last portion of the dream i am in a hotel at the top floor and i ask my friend, "do you hear that?" because we reach a point in the program of eerie silence, there seems to be no interaction with external elements- my friend says the program is still listening to us- but i motion him to be quiet and we are trying to figure out how to take advantage of this unique vantage point which seems to be a safe haven from experiencing inquisitive but lifeless characters and a possible reset.
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