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« on: Jul 18, 2020 11:57 pm »

Very interesting thing about past lives is that quite often there are  reoccurrences of events. Most likely because there are still lessons being learned from life to life that have similar themes. But perhaps also because some of us are called to return at certain junctures in history to play certain roles. I will give an example here.

As a kid I used to be fascinated by the Civil War. There were a series of films and episodes that used to come on when I was only about 5 or six years old it was called The Rebel; Johnny Yuma. Johnny Yuma is an angry young former Confederate Army soldier drifting through an apparently meaningless existence in the 1860s Wild West. While in search of his identity, he defends people from hostile Indians, crooked land developers, and evil ranchers.

Because we i lived right next door to my Fathers father I used to tell my grandfather that I wanted to see it every week. I loved that show. A few years later when I was an early adolescence i used to feel very uncomfortable about the cloth on the shirt on my right chest I asked my mother what was wrong with me and if I could see a doctor about it. She shrugged it off. As I kept asking her about it she decided to take me to a doctor. The doctor said there was nothing wrong with me and at that point the memory was somewhat forgotten. However for many years after I was always interested in films on Lincoln and the Civil War as for instance Gettysburg and Lincoln films. After some time I noticed that my father also had a strong reaction to what happened at that time. He lived in two large plantation styled houses and the second one was built to his specifications. I went to his home quite often and it had a long trail somewhat like you would see in the south pre-civil war years... with large pillars from the top of the house to the bottom on the porch.

I knocked on the large two doors on the porch and he let me in. I saw something there that really set my mind reeling. There was a large podium right inside the door. And on it were two large books. One was ‘The History of the Civil War’ and the second was ‘Gone with the Wind’. I asked him: “Dad what is this fascination you have with the Civil War?” He suddenly went into a tizzy and told me that Abraham Lincoln “betrayed the south.” And in somewhat the same language you hear today, he used disparaging remarks about black people, he said that Lincoln betrayed the south because he told the confederacy “he would let them keep their slaves for one more generation” but reneged on the deal.

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« Reply #1 on: Jul 28, 2020 03:31 am »

I kind of forgot about all this till I owned a music store. One day two people came in the store and I noticed they had a air about them that seemed different than the colloquial personalities that usually came in. Noticing it I asked them where they were from. They said they were traveling the country giving psychic seminars. I was at the time teaching astrology classes in my little store so I seized on the chance opportunity that they may attend my class. They said yes and I told them I would give them half my pay which they declined saying they had already been payed for the visit.

When they came to the class they asked if anyone had any questions. No one did so I asked the question; who I was in past lives. They couple were quiet and then the woman explained that in one life I was in India and was bit by a cobra early in life and died. She went on to say that in another life I lived during the Civil War and served the Underground Railroad as a traitor to the south. She then said that I had five black people in my care... three of which were sent to the north but two of which were still with me. Three confederate scouts found me and shot me in the left chest and I died from the wound. Immediately i remembered as a child having difficulties with my left chest and even wearing shirts against it bothered me.

Later when I moved back to California I met another psychic who spent about 15 to 20 minutes explaining in detail my life in the Civil War. I asked her about a month later how she came up with all that. She said that it just came to her spontaneously.

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« Reply #2 on: Aug 11, 2020 07:21 pm »

I would say that it is not by coincidence that I have also been brought in this life to again experience the devision of a country into two camps again; both during the Vietnam war and again now. The question I most likely need to ask myself is why. Perhaps I should be a bit more like an outsider looking in this life? Hopefully there is a spiritual approach to address the conflict and the battle of forces of the mind do not play out in physical realities. Those affected at a personal level though are affected in a real way by not being able to pay the rent and not having food to put on the table. Not to speak of not having jobs to pay other bills. Then also there are those persecuted because of their peaceful expression of views and their living style. My hope is that it leads to some kind of spiritual transformation in us all rather than open conflict.
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