i hope you don't mind my saying something as i am inclined to share. we don't always understand why we experience synchronicities with people, especially those we have an affinity towards and who do not reciprocate the romantic feelings we ourselves are moved by. you want to know, astrologically, why you aren't together? no. you said it yourself, a line has been drawn. so, why try to force a situation that does not stand on mutual ground? it's not that you two haven't shared physically or emotionally but, when it came down to it, neither person was willing to have it "their way." who knows, it might change. the nature of darkness is that, without the light, it will remain a mystery. you speak of this other person(her decided partner) like you know him. you don't. you can't own any other persons experience but your own. these choice words you're using to justify the outcome of this experience might be your reality but it might not be the truth.
i am also wanting to share with you that i met a girl recently at my work who is near polar opposite to me and with whom i had quickly developed an attraction towards. she was physically, mentally and spiritually attractive. yet, it played out that it was not in my favor to pursue. during our time together, i had very intense dreams and peculiar phenomena happen that made me think there was something more to our connection. there really is but, because i wanted to have her in my own way, i quickly burned away a special friendship. we shared the numbers 888 together, i found her fathers silver amulet while meditating, i was able to access a meeting place she shared with her ex boyfriend in my dreams... in that very dream our bodies disappeared, all that was left was golden light, orange and yellow leaves, a body of water, the feeling of autumn and the most peaceful feeling i've ever felt. when i tried to share it with her, she didn't want to hear any of it. one day we were both sick at the same time, that night i had very intense dreams about her... about past lives... i even saw jessicas face in her
the dream ended with the symbol of a vibrating butterfly with white and blue pastel streaks of light emanating out of its wings and me asking her to remember our connection.
instead a friend moved in on her during all of these moments and at the time my hands were cuffed because of a work place predicament that made me believe my livelihood would be at stake if i tried anything... yet when it happened, i ended up acting on emotion which propelled our separation and my own temporary madness.
in time things will reveal themselves, my advice is to not get hung up on the why it hasn't happened the way you wanted it but to be grateful for where you are and for these very revealing moments of introspection. it's why i can appreciate your reply to me under my seeing jessica in my dreams thread. see, these experiences we have are real... though we might not have the answers, god may reveal them at a later time. in this way, i am feeling blessed for all those who've entered my life and think it might be a blessing i'm not with the people i once desired. steve makes me think i'm being protected in this way. . .
cheers!
Beautifully put Eric! Thank you for sharing this. All of it. Thank you for sharing your experience and your perspective
I agree with you on all of this.
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