Hi SI
Yes.
Last night I became ill out of no where despite having a strong and energetic morning. I went to sleep at 7PM and slept for 12 hours. I woke up at 1AM initially having dreamt I found someone to talk to death about. I remember this person was doing their best to impart something me but I can’t remember much more after that. I fell back asleep and watched the dream change course. Perhaps since I’ve been thinking about it so heavily the thought of death has followed me into sleep.
Hmm well not sure why you're focused on it so much, when really you can't do squat about it. Have you not found peace thru God? Sorry but I don't know where you are at past and present spiritually.