Message #9658

[yoshi]

   when i first read the heading on this thread....the first thought that popped into my mind....

''i dont know...but it better be darned well worth it....seein's how i left such a one-der-full world behind for this cold , spite-full, fullo-o-hate place..."

sorry if that thought seems...odd, bitter....but it is the truth.  i remember being born...the first thought in my mind was..." what the heck have i gone and done now ? "   then the crying of a ''newborn'' started...what appeared to be a newborn crying was really a soul pleading w/god....'oh god,,,take me back,,,take me back,,,pleeeaaaaaseeeee !"   

part of me wishes....that i was 'dimly aware' of the battle of hard-world vs spirit.......having this knowledge w/out people listening to me.....tis/was a buggar !   it's like...knowing that a war is coming and trying to warn others and they not listen.....

ah well....c'est la vie....

<3<3<3 (((LoveHugsOM)))
yoshi