thank you everyone for your response. i've given this another read and am really impressed by its flow
each response is very insightful and i truly appreciate you- Blue Nova, Namaste2All, and steve
i found this
(smiles shower upon us... sharing... )
Seems this experience is recalled similar by many (of those awakening upon path)... an experience during sleep of a vibration or sensation arising in spine and among body... many say things like, "it was like something was behind me, making me vibrate, then arising or spreading". The reason during sleep is this is when God (finally, first) finds us relaxed enough (still) to make presence of the finer, more subtle manifest within our conscious awareness... and to let us learn, YES, there is something more... and show us the "Witness", "Holy Ghost", "Holy Vibration" that sustains all of Creation. This is manifestation of AUM. Typically, it is NOT Kundalini arising -- although because of the way it manifests in spine and arising, we may understandably think so... may be a mix suppose, but key component is illustration of AUM.
Golden light is representative of AUM. Green (olive) is of Heart Center -- Chitta... Nucleus... (yes...)
It is such grace and wonder to have such experiences. Some have a couple of experiences in life, while others it's like a circus... If not even searching, and living unobserved life, the experiences will likely remain lessons via the Gross Material World -- but this is part of the many true paths... neither is better or worse... they just are...
namaste (we bow to the spririt within in each manifestation of individuation) -- as surely (with these direct insights ) we're shown it is not us as individuals, but us as little drops in the Ocean of Spirit... and Spirit is simply our common essence...
very helpful- and touching.
gold to green
i wonder if the tree represents the holy vibration
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Keen observations here. i have found that it is best not to listen to some kinds of music when i am too receptive. This is because it does stir the emotions and brings oscillations as you put it Nomaste.
Sometimes these blessings come in early life as a 'come on' from God to help entice us in the right direction. Then because we fall from that grace or rather have worldy attachments to work out we may loose touch with these blessings. So enjoy them and be extrememly grateful while you can.
i have never lost touch with meditation and it has steered me clear of many disastrous events in life. Now i am working very hard to make my spiritual life a reality to myself and others
i believe that comes from ego listening to illusion (?) i believe....that god would never ask soul to let go of love. god is love. love is what god wants for us souls.
we cannot depend on another physical presence for love. or any material thing. god would like for us souls to go to god for love.
we may get glimpses of this love thru another person or physical presence....but as we all know....it may not last.
give love.....dont expect back in return. learn to love ourselves & god....once it is established, it wont matter much if we receive it from others....
for everyone here posting, thank you- your experience seems so genuine and beautiful.
