Spiritual Portal

I believe in archangels. I don't think they have a human form like what we ascribe them to. I think they are more light-energy in nature. Forms appear, maybe even according to our ability to understand. And maybe, sometimes we're graced with something outside our understanding.

I think the angels are helping us. And I have come in contact with a few. Presently I was graced by a visit from an Archangel named Azazel. And just prior to that, Ariel.
Here is a photo of Ariel as she came through a crystal medium:

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And I would like to share a story about Archangel Raphael.

I believe we are connected to this Divine realm and they can communicate to us not just in our dreams, but through a synchronistic phenomenon where the external and internal world communicate to each other.

I believe I was graced to see a glimpse of Raphael after an encounter...

I once faced my own aggression and didn't realize it. I didn't know I was able to have multiple selves in an OBE. But I did. I had a self that was meditating downstairs in the living room, and a self that was just floating around the house observing the experience. I also had a self I couldn't see in my bedroom. And when the self floating around the house encountered the unseen presence- it was met with fear and anger. Fear from the self I was identified with, the floater observing its experience, and anger from the presence I couldn't see. I didn't realize I was in some type of construct within my self. This unseen entity manifest as a giant hand and held my floating self by the throat. It gripped me tight and pulled me up against the wall. I had no clue what was going on, I was so terrified I started pleading to God and Jesus Christ for help. I rarely mention Jesus Christ, maybe it's dogmatic programming. But I wanted divine help right away. And like that! My vision was flooded with gold then white light. Everything I was just experiencing came to an abrupt halt. When I opened my eyes I saw the energetic residue of a GIANT alien head tilted sideways looking at me curiously. The colors of this residue were gold, purple and green. I immediately and intuitively heard the name Raphael.

It took me a while to shake off the experience... But I started researching this Raphael and realized Raphael belongs to an archangel. When I read his description- the colors I saw matched his notorious colors, when I read he was there to heal, I started to cry. I cried a beautiful healing cry. I couldn't believe what just happened.

He was able to end the experience. So whatever the experience was, it might have been something like a computer simulation. He obliterated everything, even my fear was quelled in an instant. And I believe he came because I was crying from my heart with urgency. A very sincere, thinking I'm going to die, plea.

I think the archangels are watching us, and willing to help us. I think maybe we're a part of them... But what they want from us is to rise. They want us to step into the role of a responsible soul. We're graduating from child like status to co-creators in Gods name. To do this we must face aspects of ourselves we have trouble seeing or have ignored. Sometimes we are graced with out of the ordinary experiences in order to work through our fight-or-flight biological programming. This is one way to work through our Ego. In so doing, we face the world around us and within us with clarity. We are filled with compassion because we see and understand.

It takes work, and the Masters say it takes life times of work. But it is a noble endeavor. Nothing should be rushed, we are not useful forcing and denying ourselves. Only natural evolution. But as souls who may have been through this life once or twice, we realize certain transitory pleasures are not the end goal. And we start to crave for something more. Suddenly, in order to experience that something more, we must change our lifestyle. Things that once seemed pleasurable, fall off by the wayside in replacement of healthier habits that help us in our journey Godward.