Spiritual Portal

I guess after 5 year of being together, to be reduced to nothing can stir an emotional turbulence. no big deal, moving on. I get these glimpses of her in my dreams. even in my dreams she wants nothing to do with me.

two nights ago I had a dream I ran into her again in a parking garage. we weren't ready to see each other, it was 'by accident.' there wasn't much to say or exchange, just a feeling of embarrassment and her readiness to get out of there. I saw her mom too, they were on their way to lunch. she left behind a thick pink book that I had recovered. I can't remember if I tried to return the book but it ended with me explaining to some unknown observer that "every time" I find this book or that I am somehow linked and recovering these "type of artifacts."

Wish I had her phone number... you know we are both musicians. Would be interesting... and I could tell her what a wonderful friend you have been!

I'm sure she loves you and is grateful for all the time you two shared

After the end of a relationship, which I'm experiencing right now, is very strange... the feeling of someone missing who was once present everyday...  Who was a mirror to one's mind and everything in it...

The hard truth to remember is... Our "soul mate" is a reflection of our True Self.. which is God... Oneness...  That Love I felt is Who I Am, colored through this prism of "relationship"...

At least that's what my mind says...


Much Love Eric

If it wasn't for her finding you, I wouldn't have found my Spiritual Path as I did.  So, I am eternally grateful for the Love you two shared.


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art, thank you. i didn't ask how she felt about me but your experience is appreciated. i find myself agreeing with this sentiment, god being omnipresent can be found behind all forms.

My apologies if my speculation was out of line... I think I just felt encouraged to be supportive in that way because of what Steve wrote about wanting to call her and tell her you're a great friend.

Of course she knows that, Steve and I don't need to say that. 

Something Emily said to me, after Ram Dass died a couple months ago, was his quote "We're all walking each other Home"

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that's kind, steve and i discussed on the phone and i asked for no further involvement. i don't care what another person thinks about me at this point. if someone wishes to be left alone, it's better to leave them alone. that is a very interesting quote... beautiful

We are also all here playing out the desires that brought us here and at the same time recognizing how we are creating new ones to work out later. Best to let go as much as possible.

i had a, emotionally rewarding dream.
it was other worldly but i got to see jessica and she accepted me this time. in that dream i dozed off by her side seeing her smile. her gaze, her smile and trusting expression brought me so much joy and peace. saw her display strong psychic ability too. we both fell asleep in this dream to dream,mutually something else entirely. it was like a movie. her psychic ability meant protecting her, our children(specifically she said daughter). by the end of this dream i was visiting my son from beyond the grave, but took physical form. we hugged before i had to go... it was beautiful and i still feel the impressions in my heart in this world.

The only thing that comes to mind right at this moment Mystic Eerie is do you really want to expose children to this planet at this time in history? How many more human beings can this planet be overwhelmed by? We have become enemy number one to Mother Earth!

the dream was a reward of some type. reconciling with my ex, visiting my son, these are moments already lived and leave me with some peace. as for my future, only god knows.

steve please watch unacknowledged on netflix so we can discuss. your interest in alien life and mother earth are aligned with everything in this video. it sheds light on a lot of the corruption, how planet earth is viewed as a hostile planet and how we've suppressed 100 years of our natural evolution.