Spiritual Portal

I was wondering if you think there are unseen guardian type forces looking out for us? I know there's a lot of people in the world and that it may seem hard to fathom but when I am fearful and treading in other realities I have little experience with, I am often rescued by a force that seems to be looking after me. Maybe they too are my parents.

We do have parents and even friends from past lives and even this life who have passed over and help us in times of need. But your text here was easy to reply to Eric because it is obvious to me that the practice of meditation and your contact with Masters this life bring protection and guidance in times of need and confusion.

Once I was in limbo between dreams. I thought I was awake in my room only to realize I was still dreaming, there was a violent force that may be representative of my own aggressive tendencies and it was directed at myself which manifest as a larger than life shadow and a giant hand grabbing me by my throat and pinning me up into the corner of my room. As I began to plead for help the hand was gone and I woke up this time in my room, not a dream, only to see energetic residue around me. The colors- green, purple, gold and the name raphael had been imprinted in my mind. For the longest I thought, this was archangel raphael. Now I think, this is the same paternal energy from the unseen or less considered realities responsible for guiding me through many dreams and surreal moments of connection in my life and the words "archangel raphael" are a human construct trying to define the unknown or unseen intelligent force.
I don't know, I could be wrong but am feeling there is a whole other world happening around us we are just to dense to observe.

I believe the Mother with Blue Eyes is an alien heritage and spiritual companion.
She may have an interest in me but in a larger group... consciousness and the layering of realities as observed through supposed separate identities. May be what we call a Being of a higher dimension, and experiential reality.