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A very interesting facet i find about astrology is that u can actually see the karmic forces being released in peoples charts and how others quite often act quite helplessly to those forces. Neptune the planet of illusions often sheds light on how those around us make decisions based on deception, lies, and self-illusion. Although this planet is indicative of spirituality and talents it also can be very difficult to handle when it is in adverse position to natal planets.

What we find is women who think they can trust their intuition suddenly find that they have made very bad mistakes in discrimination and decisions and men who think they are rational suddenly find themselves in irrational behavior patterns. All these factors are of course due to karmic factors being released because of previous actions that were not in accord with divine order but were rather due to selfish motives.

When we find that those around us take such action we suddenly see that they have sudden losses and difficulties surrounding events and people around them. We may even see the mistakes that have caused such issues in the first place. Can we see this for ourselves? Yes; Although it might not be so easy because self-delusion is one of the most difficult phenomena to uncover and have awareness of. We often need the help of a Guru and friends around us to see thru the thick clouds that mask our own perceptions.

People often find that the path they thought they took was in fact based on self illusion and false premises. The difficulty is then not to react to such resulting factors. This only increases challenges and creates new karma. It is difficult to recognize that we ourselves can make bad decisions because we like to rationalize just why they were made but this only adds to further mistakes in future decision making.

I think I may be experiencing this to some degree.

We recently loss a family friend(which I've shared with you here)

Also, I believe myself to be somewhat rational but have acted very irrational the other day.

My friend was criticizing me(trying to help me) and I snapped very aggressively like a nerve had been struck. After review I think it a very easy situation to diffuse. 

Fortunately we were able to disconnect quickly from the experience and move past it all by communicating.