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I believe Angels do cry, when I was young, I felt inside my bones something crying all the time. I felt it in my throat, something kind of like a small person with an open mouth with a funny sound. Kind of like a low pitch, constant noise, dim, but very creepy. It hit me when I would think very hard about something bad in my life, other than that I could have cared less. Did I believe in angels then, No I didn’t.

I was very sick once and had a dream, something that looked like heaven in the distance, like a huge golden castle embedded in the darkness with a bright golden light, which I had never seen before. I was floating towards it but because of something terrible in my life, it was drifting further away. I tried to go faster but then it drifted out of site and I heard that sound again, like an angel crying. That was not a small person in my head, but it was an Angel.

I, for one split second, realized that I had missed becoming being closer to god, and would die in an abyss with out it, and it was so much worse than even death itself. Then I heard that sound again, there was no rejoicing, I had failed. Did I believe in angels after that, No I didn’t.

That is what made my angel cry, I didn’t know love. 

Today, here, I don’t hear that sound anymore. At all!

hi Angel Tnk,

I believe angels cry, they cry with us during our times of need. And now, that you have found love, they rejoice with you !  :)

I am happy for you and I thank you for sharing your dream.

love and light, always
Desiree

Thank you Desiree, I really think some cry when anyone does anything bad to themselves as well. How could they not if they love us so much. I think Phoebe Prince's angel cried allot last spring.

I saw your post about "let it be", I really think the Beatles, especially John and George had some very deep spiritual feelings as well. Also Paul was very deep also. Have you ever listened to "Tomorrow Never Knows". There is something very deep about that song, It may be funny to listen too, not you average ballad, but it changes the way you think. The classic "All you need is love" is wonderful as well. They had so many!

OK, "Within You Without You" is amazing as well for our spirit! Now Im on a roll!! hehe!!

Thank you for reading my " let it be " post Angel Tnk. No, I have never heard of the song " Tomorrow Never Knows ", at least I don't remember it.  A song that changes the way one thinks , not too many do that.

" Within you without you ", has a definite spiritual sound to the title.

I thank you for the recommendations !

love and light, always
Desiree

If you ever get a chance, listen to Sheila Chandra's version of " Tomorrow Never Knows ", it is very nice and clear.

here is the youtube...just turn off the match.com ad on the right (arrgg)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RqAWr1Lda-0

The original album is wonderful!

Angel Tnk, wondering about you ..... where are you ? I hope you are ok.

Into Blue   

AngelTK,
i wonder if that angel inside you was your higher self or even a spiritual guide/mentor