Challenging Aspects in Natal Charts

[Jitendra Hydonus]

 

Steve you have often said you find your self standing up for the little guy. So no doubt, you will find instances of bullying and unjust treatment in society. Why? Because of your desire to stand up for the little guy. You are fulfilling a desire to understand something in your self. And this life is granting you every opportunity to understand it. 

Eric, I will admit you are most likely correct in some of your evaluations about me; specifically about the ‘little guy complex’. In some very important ways, over the decades of this lifetime, I see myself as someone who attempts to overcompensate for my perceived shortcomings and seemingly insignificant contributions to social, political and even spiritual dilemmas. It is a driving force in even this site we’ve created, and I appreciate the support and feedback I get from members here that keep it going. It gives me a sense of importance that an overcompensating ego doesn’t provide.  No doubt there are those who see it that way or from my perspective as an inferiority complex. i remember Art, recently commenting to me about people having some challenging aspects in their personal lives showing up in their astrology charts that keep them driven to succeed in their purpose. I have noticed this energy in you (Eric) and your chart also, it is more of an energy to break out of the walls that seem to confine you to a certain degree in all aspects of your life and specifically from internal restrictions, rather than a little guy complex like mine. A sort of feeling imprisoned to a ‘3 D’ dimension that most of us willingly subscribe to in this reality we find ourselves sheepishly subservient to.

[guest587]

Thank you Steve, for your humbling generosity. I find what you are saying true about me too, I am growing closer with this desire to understand the uncommon- like life from additional dimensions, orbs, aura's, telepathy, a burning desire to communicate with the life unseen and understand the greater intelligence behind it all.

I am certainly quipped with an Ego that can cloud my vision from remembering how this all relates to the SELF and the fulfilling of this greater desire. So, your admission creates a sympathy in me that allows us to move past our differences and embrace each other as spiritual brothers.

I know in 2008 the two colors I saw as a part of my Being needing 'worked on' were RED and GREEN. Red is very primal and the root chakra- a wise monk saw into my soul and told me I had anger issues. I think he was seeing the RED of my Being. And the aspect of personality from 2008 that woke me up, that became one with everything- GREEN, the HEART- and has to do with LOVE. And God is Love. That is a personal mantra I align with.

Presently I find my self encouraged to meditate more, to communicate with my dreams more, and am learning about this
http://spiritualportal.net/index.php/topic,8735.msg44574.html#msg44574

Sapir Whorf hypothesis as it is introduced in a favorite sci-fi film of mine, Arrival. I posted the film for free in the link above- if you ever find yourself hibernating and wanting something to watch- I hope you get to enjoy it.

The Sapir Whorf hypothesis is - "the particular language one speaks influences the way we think about reality."

In the movie the alien race writes in symbols. And the symbols contain information from past, present and future. Their writing is nonlinear. Once the human begins to understand this language- the way she perceives reality begins to shift, and she is no longer bound to linear thinking.

I find my self fascinated by the idea that we can open ourselves up to nonordinary states of consciousness, to nonlinear thinking, and can choose our words in a way that it can shape our reality(hopefully, for the better).

Namaste Brother.