Message #30990

[guest88]

sunday night i decided to meditate under the full moon in the backyard.

last night i had many dreams, the imagination exposed the labyrinth of the mind and the many adventures i see now as a working in the fields of my subconscious. here the past was meeting the future.

one particular dream i remember was very simple. i was meditating in the backyard in around the same area where i did sunday night. the difference is it was daytime. i remember being able to get so still that a blue jay landed in the yard to graze unphased by my presence. i remember staring at it in the eyes only to tell myself to remain undetectable, so i let it be. then a crow came up and also seemed not to mind my meditating. there was a thid bird i can't remember, but the point of the dream was the level of stillness achieved- the comfort of the birds and then, the crow decided to throw a little mischief towards the blue jay by pecking at its wings and underside. rearing up for a quarrel they started getting closer and closer to me, they'd run into me if i hadn't broken my silence and alerted them to my presence.

i wonder what messages are here to follow.

the crow has followed me in my dreams, the blue jay represents a sense of vibrancy and the crow a spiritual depth almost guardianship feel