Thank you Steve - I appreciate your reaching out and taking the time to respond - putting your thoughts on 'paper'. Much food for thought there. This is a very difficult time for me, and so it is not easy or even possible at times to form ideas into coherent words. I have attempted to reply a few times but everything that comes out feels forced and contrite. That said, I didn't want another day to go by without at least a 'thank you'. So, thank you! I am spending a lot of time these days just being - doing simple things that make me happy, and trying to get a handle on my emotions. I read a lot, and paint - meditate - take care of the children. Bought myself a bodhran a couple of weeks ago; something I've wanted for many years, and so when I feel I am about to burst I practice rhythms. Ha ha. life's a trip. :-)
c'est la vie! <3
c'est la vie! comme ci comme ça! Dance with me, say ooo yah yah! U have very fortunate children!
Interesting. i had a dream which you were a part of last nite about the time you wrote this entry. Telepathy?
Around here i drive a semi truck during the week and perform music on weekends. It's been a trail of artists, photographers, musicians and meditators coming over to visit or occasionally i visit them on the weekends. Two of them dropped by from the Oregan and out west area this week end. Outwardly, life seems much different then in California. But really it is still about serving God, meditation and learning in this big school we r in.
Oh; that Bodhran is claimed to have celtic roots.... a culture i have seemed to attract close relations with. It seems that when i pick up the mandolin that connection arises rather spontaneously to the British Isles. Someday i hope to hear you play the Bodhran with some of the mandolin songs that showed me such things from a distant past.
i do not expect anyone to make sense. No sense makes sense. Rite? That's nonsense. Actually; at a deeper level it is beyond sense. Quite often when i find coherent words it bores people or scares them off. Life IS a trip! A double ha ha back!
sentiments chaleureux
