Message #18648

[mccoy]

I'm not prone to anger, it very rarely affects me.

But I'm prone to more subtle and sinister ways of mulling over real or appearent wrongs I have to tolerate.

In my case, mental discipline given by years of sadhana governs. But Sometimes I think it's better to erupt in anger and then forget about it, rather than keep a magma reservoir into yourself, which is going to erupt in a disastrous way. I understand how people can kill in uncontrollable episodes of wrath. Some of those people suffocated their anger for a while until it got out of control.