2nd step to liberation - start throwing rose petals in the air
I really like this saying.

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For instance there are karmic reasons we come into this incarnation.
Eric came in with a predisposition to work out unconscious fears and factors that manifest in his life and he wants to understand them. Relationships come into his life that have a destined feel about them which help him in this process. There r many illuninations and sudden realizations that come to him that have a karmic background to them. He is learning about the inner stirrings and workings of his unconscious this life and more and more they become a means of self expression.
Interestingly enough, most of my fears or insecurities are noticeable the more invested I am in a Relationship.
Maybe this is the Nature of Man. Suffering exist for a Reason I suppose. I would like to Free Myself from these Fears. Practicing Faith and placing Trust in something outside yourself is indeed a Difficult task. The more I grow and Realize the Responsible and Caring Mentality my parents demonstrate- The more I am at awe for their ability to Let Go and Trust- Despite all the bad things that can go wrong.
Why Worry about it though ? It is Difficult when you Love someone. I wonder if my Fears stem from a Past Life or if it is the Lack of Earthly Experience in this life. It is something deep and my Present Life hasn't been the hardest for me to say I know where my Worries are coming from.
Hmm, Thank you. I've been curious lately. G2g for now.